Relative Something

The random word generator has been put into production for no other reason than simply the fact that there is no reason and therefore unmitigated silliness of the most nonsensical nature ensues for those of you with stomachs strong enough to slog through the seemingly limitless onslaught of useless rambling that is almost as painful as the wicked punishment unleashed by the television broadcast industry when it allows their all too valuable incoming financial gains from advertising to arrive via far too many versions of sales pitches associated with a certain holiday that happens pretty much most of the way into the month of December and far removed from the month of October when it all started this year unlike the smooth ‘less-is-more’ styling of years gone by which brings up the possibility that just because we are all one year older with each advancing year that goes by there must be some reason to always one-up the year before by trying more, sooner, longer, louder, bigger, faster and every other ‘er’ that relates in that regard and there goes the attempt to just leave out punctuation altogether here by needing to separate all those ‘er’s in making a point about why in the heck everything seems to need to out-do the time before and all too often folks can’t allow there to be the satisfaction of having something be just as simply good and fine as it was the previous time we enjoyed the pleasures of whatever it is we hold dear when all the world around us is crashing down in over-hyped melodrama because for some reason simply making a point isn’t good enough anymore without the extreme outlying fatalistic possibilities being threatened at every turn while the baby slides out the door with the bath water while we forget to sing together around the piano with a libation in worship of the humble act of fellowship with other actual human beings whose faces are seen not just on a book and people hold each other dear for years and then even decades from which threads become woven into a rich fabric with strength that supports in times when it is most needed like when the myriad of material possessions being hawked for our vanity finally proves entirely counter-productive toward soothing the longing that originates deep in a primordial place in our biology that was meant to drive our survival mechanism when there wasn’t anything but sticks and stones and carnivorous predators sharing the territory with our little selves to help us feel loved and worthy and hardly at risk of being harmed by someone else getting more attention than us especially when someone like Tina Turner can continue to entertain huge numbers of fans as if she was no where near achieving her 70th birthday this month which sure seems different than what 70-year-old women were doing when I was a boy and that sure says something about the fine art of keepin’ on keepin’ on if you know what I mean and I sure hope you do if you hung on this long to arrive at this destination which for all intents and purposes is in fact pretty darn similar to that place they call nowhere.

The following is culled from an item where writers practice stream of conscious writing. I wrote this Apr 21, 2007:

It was late. Very, very late. And not in the sense of past the date it was due, or in the sense of hours in the day. Nor even, as referenced to the portion of the century. Why, not even in comparison to when it was expected, since, in fact, it wasn’t, or isn’t, expected. But, alas, late it is and then there becomes this nagging concern for what the hell “it” is in the first place, or what place, first, really matters. Somehow if the words that try to show up in time to roll out of the finger tips that try to act naturally in a bizarre dance across little buttons called keys have enough ethereal energy to in some way appear cohesive… consciousness streams are a challenge to share as they tend not to be inclined toward a packaging that presents a convention of common communication with aspects that relate to things like making any sense and having any point. Then we get to look at them and deduce whatever it is that suits our fancy and inspires our harmonies of excitement potential. There it is, strewn all about in front of our eyes to be consumed and constructed into thoughts and ideas in a path through light into our optical sense mechanisms and then in no time at all, simply a chemical interaction through microscopic pathways in a mass of grey or gray, however the spelling suits, and then from chemical transactions to invisible, intangible concepts of varying logic and arguable reality. Swing past the constraints of late or not and wait for the muse of the artist to visit and tell you that you can change your mind at any time you want in order to try and get a step closer to understanding what it is you think you like about what you see, but for the most part it has little to do with what you would like to perceive it was when you stood before it and felt what it was you thought you were feeling without actually thinking about it. Duck to avoid the overhead obstruction while letting your unconscious self-talk blather on full speed into a metaphoric brick wall. Paint that in two-color half-tone.

Sweet! It was sweet! Not late. And we just weren’t able to see it at the time. All the while, sweet is what it was; having nothing to do with referencing centuries or hours of days or due dates or anything like that. It must have been the fingers on the alpha buttons misconstruing the similarities implied in sweet and late that led to the craziness that ensued. It is like the fine particles of any and every thing that make it through the fibers and collects underneath the rug that in so many ways seems as though it was put there to capture them and keep them off of the floor, but there is no accounting for next level of reality that lurks beneath the initial obvious intended one without some sense of irony that in some way proves logical in terms of the raw materials needed by comics who mine them.
Energy expended in avoidance, if nothing else. Maybe not. Not avoidance. More like nothing else. Think not, therefore not concluded. Dreck ventured, dreck gained. Stream flowed, plumbing drained.