Relative Something

That blank look you see on my face… Well, you can’t actually see my face, but if you could, you would see a blank look. It’s a look of the absence of anything. It’s an unlook.

Since I am so sure that in all things, there is always a combination of opposites, that blank look that depicts the absence of everything somehow also contains a brilliantly alive look that reflects everything in its entirety. That’s really great to know, but it doesn’t make it any easier to translate into words on the screen. It still all comes out looking just plain blank.

Some odd tidbits:

It seems like ever since I cut off my hair, dead birds are falling out of the sky. Coincidence?

One of the first things the youtube sensation homeless guy with the golden voice, Ted Williams, did, was get a haircut. Coincidence?

First thing in the morning yesterday, while moving a little slow on partial lung capacity, but trying to hustle up and get out of the house on my way to work, I accidentally inhaled some of the water I was drinking. Try not to cough next time you mistakenly inhale something you were trying to drink. It’s not pretty.

Good news, though… the pain pills are making a big difference. The trick is not letting it fool me into actually trying to suddenly breath a full breath. It’s a big difference, but not that big a difference.

Maybe not so odd, after all.

Ha! Odd and not so odd, all at the same time! There you go. Again.